I've been wide awake since about 1:00 am
random thoughts floating like bubbles around my brain
landing anywhere they choose
not willing to let go
these bubbles 'suction cup' onto my
serotonergic nuclei of the anterior raphe
part of my brain
causing numerous nonsensical thoughts
to dance around in my head
keeping me awake
I went to a sleep therapist awhile ago
I've been taking a herbal sleep remedy for a month now
clearly neither have helped
I think about writing in my "I Can't Sleep Journal"
that I bought for myself almost 10 months ago
that I still have never written in because
I don't want to ruin the beautiful pages
with my messy hand writing
I think this is all a sign of pure genius...
is it not???